Sunday, November 16, 2008

FAMILY TIES

WHAT CAN I SAY FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE LONG AFTER MOST OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE COME IN AND OUT OF YOUR LIFE. YOU RELY ON THEM TO GET YOU THROUGH THE HARDEST TIMES IN YOUR LIFE. MY FAMILY IS ONE OF A KIND. YEAH WE MAY BE DISFUNCTIONAL AND CERTIFIED CRAZY BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT WE HAVE EACH OTHERS BACK AND NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE ALL GOING THROUGH WITH MY FAMILY YOU WILL NEVER GO THROUGH IT ALONE. THERES ALWAYS SOMEONE THERE WITH WISDOM EITHER BEEN THERE DONE THAT OR HAS HAD A SIMILAR EXPERIENCE. SEE ME AND MY SISTER ERIN FOR THE LONGEST WERE THE WORST OF ENEMIES, WE WERE IN FIGHTS EVERY OTHER DAY SHE DID HER THING AND IT WAS ALWAYS SOMEGTHING WE WOULD CLASH ABOUT. BUT LIKE I SAID BEFORE NO MATTER HOW BAD IT WAS I COULD ALWAYS RELY ON HER WHEN SOMEONE FUCKED WITH ME OR VICE VERSA. IVE COME TO RELIEZE SHES THE FIGHTER OF THE FAMILY, SHE WILL ALWAYS STAND UP FOR EVERY ONE OF US WHEN EVER SOMEONE HURTS US. SHE IS THE TYPE THAT HAS TO LEARN IT HARD BY DOING IT, EXPERIENCING IT. THEN THERES MY BROTHER BJ, HES LIKE AN OUTCAST OF THE FAMILY , BUT NOT IN SUCH A BAD WAY HE JUST IS INDEPENDENT DOES HIS OWN THING, FINDS A WAY ON HIS OWN TO DO THINGS, BUT WHEN WE NEED SOMEONE HES THE FIRST CAR THERE TO PICK YOU UP AND MAKE YOU BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHINGS OK. HE WILL BE THERE AT THE DROP OF A DIME WHEN YOU NEED HIM MOST. THEN THERES MY COUSIN TRACEY SHES THE MOTHER OF OUR GROUP, THE OLDEST AND WISEST. SHES ALWAYS THERE TO PUT US IN OUR PLACE LET US KNOW WHAT WERE DOING WRONG AND GIVING US ADVICE ON HOW TO FIX IT. WE RELY ON HER TO PUT US BACK ON THE TRACK WHEN WEVD DRIFTED OFF COURSE. SHES STERN BUT CARING WHEN IT COMES TO US, THEN LAST BUT LEAST THERES MY COUSIN MIKE WE CALL HIM THE HEART OF THE FAMILY. LIFE DEALS HIM THE SHITIEST HANDS BUT HE CAN STILL MAKE A WINNING HAND OUT OF THEM. HE IS WHO WE RELY ON TO UNDERSTAND ABOUT HOW TO DEAL WITH LIFES TROUBLES AND WE RELY ON HIM FOR HIS INCITE ON HOW TO DO IT. IN MY EYES HES ONE OF THE STRONGEST OF OUR FAMILY ANOTHER BEEN THERE DONE THAT, BUT MOST OF ALL HE HELPS US FIND OURSELVES POINT US IN WHAT DIRECTION WE SHOULD BE GOING BECAUSE CHANCES ARE IF WERE GOING THE WRONG WAY HES ALREADY TAKEN THAT ROUTE AND WILL GUIDE US BACK THE RIGHT WAY. HES THE ONE THAT WHEN SHIT GETS REAL ROUGH AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE, WE CALL HIM. HES A LISTNER AND THAT’S IMPORTANT FOR OUR FAMILY. AND THEN THERES ME THE BACKBONE OF THE FAMILY, THEY SAY IM THE STRONGEST BUT I STILL RELY ON ALL OF THEM TO REMIND ME HOW. SEE IVE DEALT WITH THE HEART PARTS OF LIFE MORE THEN ANYONE IN ONE LIFETIME WILL EVER GO THROUGH, BUT I GUESS IN A WAY WHAT MAKES ME STRONG IS THAT I’M STILL HERE FIGHTING. LIFE HAS HANDED ME PHYSICAL AND MENTAL SCARS BUT I JUST CALL THEM MY BATTLE WOUNDS. I LOOK AT IT AND REALIZE GOD KEEP ME HERE FOR A REASON, WHAT THAT REASON IS I’M STILL NOT SURE BUT HES GOT SOME BIGGER PURPOSE FOR ME. I’M BEGINNING TO REALIZE IT MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY FAMILY. THEY ARE MY HEART WHAT KEEPS ME GOING IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD. SEE I CAN FALL OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT I HAVE MY FAMILY TO MAKE SURE I DON’T STAY DOWN TO LONG. I GUESS THAT S WHAT MAKES ME STRONG. NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I GET KNOCKED ON MY BUTT AS HARD AS IT IS I ALWAYS GET BACK UP. THEY RELY ON ME TO BE STRONG WHEN STUFF GETS REAL HARD IN OUR FAMILY AND I TRY MY HARDEST TO BE THERE TO BE TGHAT SHOULDER TO LEAN ON. SO YOU SEE WE ALL PLAY A CERTAIN ROLE IN OUR FAMILY, I GUESS THAT’S WHAT MAKES US SO CLOSE WE ALL RELY ON EACH OTHER TO GET US THROUGH THE HARD TIMES AND THEY NEVER FAIL US. I GUESS THAT’S WHY THEY SAY YOU ALWAYS NEED YOUR FAMILY.

3 comments:

Angel said...

nice blog...

Nellz said...

I really like ur blog mama write more pleaseeeeeeeee!!!

Minnie said...

So, I'm finally commenting your blog. You know Family is the most important thing. Good or bad they are always there for you. I love you